hmmmm. friday morning, rise and shine! eeaaarrrly. but no school vacationing should be a sport. i've been quite thouroughly inactive for the past 4 days or so, and the weather has been AWESOME.
so lately I've been really into this song by PInk Floyd - Pink Floyd in general actually - called Learning to Fly. I even watched the video and all that jazz, and I EVEN know that that video was made by Storm Thorgerson, possibly the coolest artist ever. Anyways, definitely a song worth listening to. Gets me in the mood for flying. Man, i miss those flying dreams. Been a while since I had one last, maybe one'll come tonight. Man , I gotta learn how to control my dreams, that would be AMAZING. muahaha the power
Hm. I just read back what I just wrote and I realised that I might be sorta tired. I think when you're tired your subconscious comes out, and you can analyse (ooo fun!) your own mind when you re-read it after when you've slept a little. Oh lovely sleep, dreams, DMT. hehe dmt. lsd is illegal right? you know, i'd love to see the government make dmt illegal. THAT would be amusing. Oh, and speaking about that subconscious thing, it's kindof like doing a freewrite. We did one in my english class the other day and I've developped a taste for freewrites now, strangely enough. You just write and write and write. And thenyou write some more. And then your hand may (optionnally) or may not fall off eventually. (Let's not get into any gruesome thoughts here) Then I realised that I do freewrites all the time at home, I just don't write them down because I think faster than I write*(do some people write faster than they think? that would be interesting.) I just go off on these long trains of thought that eventually fade away into the distance, in which deeply philosophical ideas sometimes develop, only to be powerfully rejected afgterwards when I realize their complete absurdity. Yay absurdity. This world is absurd. Or it should be. Actually it is. I mean, it follows the norm and all that shit (now lets not get into that thingy of 'what is the norm', shall we, no we shan't) but hey, if i were a dude from another dimension, or another galazy, or another realm, or another this-or-that, i would find this world pretty damm absurd. pssshhhhh.

but honestly, i must respect the persevearance (or persistence?) of whoever read this, because you are one talented deciphererof my rant, or not quite a rant, more like a prolonged chainy-trainy thing of fragments of thought. yep.

anyways....methinks my bed is summonig me.

hehe. I really wish i could do that maniac laugh. the one that starts low-pitched and goes higher and is really long.. description of that laugh kindof taken from Jack Kerouac's 'On the Road'...AMAZING book. I've started using the verb "digging" aot because of it. Man, I really dig that book. hehe.